My first blog - An Outburst

As I sit here to write my first ever blog, my mind seems to be clogged by many thoughts and worries which have not received any decent outlet. Thoughts about my past my actions, which I wish I could change, although there are not many of them  and worries about my future, my admission in a decent B-school and my career in this recessionary meltdown. Expectations of receiving that so much awaited email or perhaps even a call from someone very special. Anger on helplessness that I feel in changing somethings which I didn't choose and which I still feel are not right. I cant help but compare this blog to a blank white page of a drawing book which used to be in front of me during my school days on which I could depict my thoughts, my imagination and everything I wanted to express, but not directly. I miss it so much now. Well, so much for my introduction as a sad heart broken boy full of worries, which I am not. These are just the things which have been on my mind for a long time but hardly were ever talked about.

Turning to a rather happier side of my life, lately I have started exploring my rather creative or should I say non-theoretical side. In the past year, I have started playing a guitar, HAD started working out regularly and have been in an actual relationship, perhaps the biggest achievement in my life. lolzzz. Also, finally I have gathered the guts and the determination to learn driving, which I consider nothing less than any art if you are driving on the crowded streets in Mumbai Suburb. And today of course I have started writing my blog. 

Well, not bad. I am feeling much better after writing all this. And to all the near and dear ones who may be wondering whats missing -  I have not used any smileys :-D ... oops trying to control that in my blog. And last but not the least, a special mention and loads of thanks to one of my best friends (in the eighth category.. lolzz) who suggested me to start writing a blog. Guess you were right about this universe of blogs, and I have to agree with you, yet again!!!  

See yaa ..

One Happy Blogger